Commited

From today, day 1, I officially start my heart-broken rehab. No more tears, no more weak Valeria. Im gonna be everything I was before, Im gonna live for myself, my friends and my family only. I'll never ever gonna be this stupid again. I will never give my heart again. No. There is no way I can survive this way. I need to be stronger, by showing respect for myself first. Im worthy. I have a purpose. I need to change from within. I need to be as before, independent, strong, focused. When did I lost all this? When I fell in love. But no more. No more.
I need to move on, do my life and let others do their life, as well. Its gonna be hard, but, like Camila said: time heals everything. And I know that if I focused on why I came to this hell Provo, I can survive. I need to live only for my goals and get out of this place. Is just a little more effort, just a little bit of time. I need to focus on people that really cares about me, that shows respect for me. Like Ale said: if you give love, love will come back to you, but maybe not in the way you want, or expect. He is so right. I had given all my love, with all the sincerity, so Im in peace with myself. Love is such a cheater, it comes, makes your life awesome and then run away with someone else. But, I cant deny that is the most wonderful feeling. I loved him, I do still. He is an incredible person, and I will be grateful all my life because he showed me how wonderful love can be. But now, is time Valeria. Is time to move on.